THe SOpO grOUP!!

intrOduce U peggY!!!

ThIS aH BIn!!

MY ForeVer FrienDs!!hehex

TOday Is LasT daY for Peggy aNd Bin Bin!!lasT week waS angel...anD me IS neX wedNesdaY!!hahax...ouR gRoup goIn oUt 1 bY 1...Very HappY to Get TO Noe U aLL here...aNd Thx fOr aLLL the haPPiness and sorrownEs wE SPent toGEther..hahaxx THe sOpo GrOUp!!lolzz..alTHough I m THe Only GUY here..hahaxx...Take caREXX aLL MY frIends IN wIsma GEntiNG and alSO outsidE other CompanY!!!wIsh U alL haVe a Good FuturE!!

fOrgiViness

NorMally I Dont likE tO reaD bIbLe...cause i feeL that iS quite BoriNg...buT I m wROng...iT waS Quite InTresTing actuaLLy...toDay god had Touch me By His WorDs...I cAme across this bible verse 2CORINTHIANS 2:5-11 aND LUKE 17:1-6...I feel lIke gOd realLy talkIng to me...

In 2Corinthians 2:7-8 said that We Must forgiVe and ComFort thE onE whO hurt Us aNd aLso mUs Love Them....aT first i see This Sentence I DonT reaLLy aGreE...hOw To fOrgIve tHem...thEy hUrT us WithOUt thInkiNG usINg tHeir BraIN..They Don dEserVe aNY ForGiveNess!!!But AfTer daT i turn And tuRn Until I reach Luke 17:1-6..HerE JesUs saId ThaT "THINGS THAT CAUSE PEOPLE TO SIN ARE BOUND TO COME,BUT WOE TO THAT PERSON THROUGH WHOM THEY COME.IT WOULD BETTER FOR HIM TO THROWN INTO THE SEA WITH MILLSTONE TIED AROUND HIS NECK THAN FOR HIM TO CAUSE ONE OF THIS LITTLE ONE TO SIN.SO WATCH YOURSELF.IF YOUR BROTHER SIN,REBUKE HIM AND IF HE REPENT,FORGIVE HIM,IF HE SINS AGAINST YOU 7 TIME IN A DAY,AND 7 TIME COMES BACK TO U AND SAYS 'I REPENT',THEN FORGIVE HIM"
Actually quite true here...last tiMe I waS Binded By this sins..i Hate This PersoN unTil I choOse tuRn away fRom chRist aNd as a Result I Hurt alot ppL here..This is da BiggesT mistakE i ever dOne...I reaLLy Hope daT aLL My hatred wIll be reBuke!!No MOre!!but I also HOpE to be ForGiven...i Was A faker last tiMe..aikxx.....LorD,wIll U fOrgiVe ME waT i HaVe dONe??LorD,M I stroNG Enuf TO staY in Ur lIghT??Lord,Pls GivE me ur Kind HEart to leT dowN aLL the HatreD..Lord Pls SenD ur AnGel aNd gUiDe mE as i waN to WaLK iN ur pATh...Lord,Anyone daT hated me...wIll TheY forgivE me??aikxx...
TO all MY frieNds iN chuRch Pls pls ForgivE me If I eVer dO anYthinG to iRritatEd u aLL...aNd i RealLy dON meaN it..I kNOw sOmetiMEs i am a sort Of losEr..I reaLLy HoPE i coUld Have a GOOD relaTIonshIp wit u aLL Of u...And realLLy thaNk you SO MucH foR all the suPPorting..To aLL thE frIendS thaT i evEr hurt LasT tiMe..I hOpe U aLL couLD fOrgIve ME..I kNow i Was a HypOcriTe...I KNow Is NoT eaSy tO foRgive...I m sORRYY...pLSS FOrgivE mE!!!fOrGive Me JEsUS!!I wAn to DweLL iN ur HOUse FOREVER!!!

I waNt a Pure HearT jUs to hoNouR u...

I canT control mYself again..lettinG my self control by satan...yEsterday service healing and deliverance i cant realease da BiG saTan oUt of My hearT again..i thaught i already shOo him away but He stiLL inside My hearT and cOntrolIng mY thinking...To all my Friend i M really sorry for someTImes dat I shoW some Ugly attItude infRont oF u all...i reallY dunnO hOw to FacE u alL...yesterdaY heaLLing and delIverance waS a totally dIssapOinting momEnt for me....i dissapOiNted aLL my frenZ,i dissapoinTed my leaders,i dissapointed god aGain...Yesterday Night is a Night I wiLL nevEr forget caUse i Broke mY cross...i tHrow away My cross...i dunno wHy But i Got thIS negaTive thiNking..that i want to walK away frOM hiM...i waN to give Up myself..i Very tired to gO churcH...oMg dis Is Jus nOT me...NO!!NOO!!!i dowan my historY happeN agaiN....i Wan tO be sTronG,i waN to BE heaL..i waN tO Love Him More,i waN to frEE frOm deVil,I juSt WANT A Pure HEART tO serVe,hOnoUR aND wORshiP Him In mYlfe!!!!sOmetimes i reaLLy hate Wat i said here..i Only nOe How to say buT harD to maKe it realitY...i haV Not eNuf faith iN hIm...BUt i dOwan to Be parT frOm hiM....todaY i receiVe a gOod News which I praYed last weeK and he aNswer My prayer again ...i Believe he stIll Bless me,I belIeVe he Still prOtect me,I belieVe hE still havnt Give Up on me...but...i already give up so easily sometimes..god I really Feel so hard Now....GOD!!!PLs heal my heart riGht now...TeacH me How to live iN ur path...OpeN my eyes tO see waT coRrEct...ShoW me How love...PLS pLS breaK mY heaRT lIKe i Break urs..pls lord...god pls give me a pure heart OnlY u there.....i plaN to fast tHis weeK tO seeK fOr ur forgiveness...and pray pray pray and pray...aT firsT i Was abit afraid caUse i sacre I will GIve Up easily,i scare I M not worth, i scare i coUldnt ...but with Two wiLLingness sUpport froM frEn i wIll Be MorE stroNG...Thx sO Much WaikeaT aND sEakNy...I was quitE supRise daT Both oF theM wIllinG to fasT with ME and pray together eventHOugh I diN teLL theM wat is haPPening wIth me..wE waNt tO fIght da deVil toGetHer...GO awAy sataN frOm cYc!!lord pls Let us see SomethiNg lord During this period....lord Pls GuidE us anD coUld sEE oUr HuNgger heaRt foR u...owH goD Pls giVE us a PuRe hearT....

ExaMM arrr

ACCA exam is around the corner...OMG!!i havnt do any preparation!!!i m very scare la~~but still lazy to do any preparation..aikxx...My time is just too packed,evry Monday to Wednesday got to work from 8.30 to 6.00 and got to rush to college before 6.30... sometimes sleep in class(aikxx biasa liao),sometimes dreaming,sometimes just don get what teacher teach there...swt=.=....9.30 finish class and reach home around 10 something...bath,eat and packed my stuff leads me until 11.30...after i also tired la@@...Then every Thursday and Friday although no class...but sometimes need to OT until 9.00...Ooo,oOO and O...i aso tired la reach home..aikxxx...lolxzz...maybe all of this is jus an excuses la..aikxx..i m just lazy der@@lolx...actually plan to study now der...but tired again...shit la.tomolo oni study la...hahax..goodnightXX^^

I M bACK!!!!

WAlAuuu!!!cannot believe!!i can Login tO my bloG aGain after thousand aTTempts cause i FoRgot my pasword and email!!amazaINg eh although use morE deN 1 Hour to try...swT=.=.. realLy wan tO writE alot stuff before dis, and really alot things happened to me...but luckily der is one person who is der always support me, never leave me,always hold me,and most importantly never care who i and love me so so much...aIkxx...i always ask dis question...why would u love me dat much eventhough i hurt u so much sometimes???why u still stand beside me and never leave me???wHy I neVer reallY appreciate U???aikxxx...i noe i noe iS wronG,but i jus caNt controL myself and dO thiNgs to Hurt u....i m Goin to be a Real rEal maN toMolo..cant slEEep tonight..tOmolO is My first tiMe thaT our rElationshiP will be turninG intO another moRe mature stage..i m really happy and sad at moment...now my mind is fuLL of thoughts and questions....caN i waLk on ur waY forever?caN U reallY forgive mE wat i hav doNe last tiMe??aM i too weaK to faCe any proBlem In future??wHy whY wHY der is alot of questioNSmarK???is mY faith noT enuf??aikxx..i reallY reallY wan to sPend alL my time wit U..How i Wish dat der is tiMe machine that can brIng me back tO my youth..cause i haVe waste mY alot of my youth time to serve u!!i Once doubt u and Turn away From U cause i hav no faith in u...i hate myself for being so so weak....BUT nOw NOmatter waT happen I wILL NOt Not turN away frOm u..i will not let the history haPPened to me again...i wILL be stROng tO waLK wit U....i mUS be STRONG to Fight Da enemY!!!i wiLL Not denIed u!!!i wan to love u more than mself!!i just Wan ur TOuch so much... i m hunger For u!!!!i M reallY glad That i know u...u really change My life sO much!!!and i M jus cant dO anything to repay u..i m ready to use by u and only u...i LOvE u^^THank You sO mUCHHHH@@