Monday, December 29, 2008

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Father BirthdaY^^





LOve u father!!!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

GoodBye-hearT 3...























GAMBATEH HEART 3!!!

Friday, October 31, 2008

CHallenge caMP 2008


HearT 3 growing!!!!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Zero...

Again,again and again...

start from zero...

is not easy...

hard...

everything not the same...

One more try...

Don't care....

any blank promises...

or anyone giving a damn shit..............................

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Saturday, October 18, 2008

5am...

Looking at the window,
Cant barely close my eyes...
Wanted to sleep....
Physically very tired,but mentally awake...
A lot pictures keep switching in my mind..
A lot problems keep bothering me...
When you were the only one by my side...
Everything seems to be alright...
But not now anymore...
I'm feeling so in deep shit now...
I really wanted to ask you......
Will you forgive me again??
Will I hear your voice again??
Acting like you don't mean anything to me...
Fooling everyone...
is not easy...
I know this is not the time to feel depressed...
but I m just not worth anything from you...
My character...
I thought it would be different..
But still remain the same...
Getting even worse sometimes...
Afraid to look myself in the mirror...
I wont give up...
But really wanted to fall...
Is there anyone to hold me from behind??
never a lucky person...
Sorry seems to be hardest word...
If I could find you again one day...
From heart...
i want to tell you...

I miss you.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Is Sin or just Me??

".............The law is good.The trouble is not the law.The trouble is with me!I am sold into slavery and sin is my owner.
I don't understand myself at all.I really wan to do what is right,but i cant.Instead I do what I don't want to do.I do what I don't want to do.I do the things i hate.I know what I am doing is wrong.I know that these laws I am breaking are right and good.But i can't help myself because I'm no longer doing it.Sins inside me is stronger than I am.It makes me do these evil things.
I know that my old sinful nature is rotten.No matter which way i turn i can't make myself do right.I want to but I can't.When I wan to do good,I don't.When I try not to do wrong,I do it anyway.I am doing what I don't want to do.So easy to see where the trouble is.Sin still has me in its evil grip.
When I want to do what is right,I always do what is wrong.This seems to be a fact of life.My new nature loves to do God's will.But my lower nature is at war with my mind.It always wins the fight .It make me a slave to the sin that still within me.In my mind I want to be God servant.But instead I am sin's slave............."
Romans 7

Monday, October 13, 2008

EleveN qUotes...

1. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything but they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

2.The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

3. Failure doesnt mean to bring you down but make you more stronger.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

6. The worst way to miss someone you love is when they are sitting right beside you and yet you know that you can never have them

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

10.A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.

11. In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Bdday at Ninja Jones...










Hpy bdday jiaYI...

Friday, September 26, 2008

Exhausted!!!T__T....Classes......assIgnment....ExaM.....SIck of life=.=