Angry??or Emphaty?

Tonight I was supposed to angry.You always act like a Boss at home and never respect people.But when I see your handphone, I feel really sad because i could feel the loneliness inside you.Maybe is my fault caused i never keep you in my prayer before.You are a lost sheep that leave his shepperd. God I know you are waiting for him like the father in the prodigal son story.God I know I don't deserve to ask anything from you,but lord please bring him back like you bring me back 2 years ago.Change his life and open his eyes so that he could encounter you...pls lord!!bring my brother come back from the gates of flame..plss.............

Rainy day@@

I was walking alone on the street.
The whether is getting worse.
The dark cloud start to cover the sun and the sky are getting gray.
Slowly water start to drop from sky and it touch my nose.
From drizzling to heavy rain.
I run as fast as i could to find a shelter,
but before i could reach the shelter my whole body is wet.
Standing alone at the shelter hoping there is a umbrella beside me.
Very unlucky that,the rain is getting heavy and thunders start to strike.
I was alone and i am very cold.
I am tired and i wan to rest,
but i cant,caused i need to be strong.
I tell myself that even how heavy this rain is,
it cant stop the fire inside me.
I deeply believe that after the rain,
there will be a colourful rainbows and beautiful sunshine awaits me.
Be strong!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!

I feel so stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!