Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~

Chinese new year finally here as what I wish last weeks,but I don't have any chinese new year feeling this year.I am not lost or but I feel so empty inside my heart right now,and this emptiness is very different from the past.I don't know how to describe this feeling,its just like there is a gold on your hand,but u can't hold it and put it in your pocket.Hmmm,I should not give up!!!Be tough!!

And one more sad thing,is that this Chinese new year there are few of my buddies since secondary going to leave Malaysia for further studies.I going to miss them so much!!

Melvin Chang:
The one in green shirt guy was one bestie in secondary since form 1.I still remember every Friday we go to pasar malam and after that we always sit at the park looking at the sky.He is the person that could understand what I am thinking even I never speak anything.Deepest memory is that when he and bunch of friends organize a surprise birthday party for me during form 4 and throw a cake on my face.I really owe him a lot cause he always treat me without asking back...This brother teach me humble,loyal and happiness....THANKS BROTHER..





Sherman Tan:
Know this guy since form 2,and we shared secrets together.I still remember we always competing in our studies last time and He is getting more smart and I am getting more dumb.Most deepest memories is during form 2.He is been all the while with me when I am down.We shout at tangki,we go CC,we play football.One thing I really impressed by him is that the faith inside him,When he failed something,he will never let himself failed the second time...He is a never give up and tough person even every time he went home with no one encouragement or praises..BE MORE STRONG BROTHER...



John:
The Gay in the middle...Know this gay since form 2 and been sitting together with him for 3 years in secondary school..should say "sleeping" in the class..hahax...He is actually a smart person but very unlucky that he is is lazy.Together we copy ling yok homework,teaching me lazy as well..Maybe I think its good that he went overseas..hahax...hmmm deepest memory is that he lose a bet to me and treat me 7 weeks chicken rice..lolz..But this few years I learned how to be a a good listener from him.He is a great great friend you will never doubt when you shared your secrets.He is a talented person,teach me guitars,piano,english and a lot things..BROTHER ONE THING IS THAT YOU MUST NOT BE LAZY!!GAMBATE!!

Something intresting I found today...

We always complain about the cross we bear but don't realize
it is preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we can't.

Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine, after the rain.....

Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;
But God's always ready, to answer your call....

He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
a word from His lips, can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, dawn's early light...

The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
to give you His grace, and send you His love...

God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage.