True words??

Just come back from the whole church combine prayer meeting...It was a great night and I could really feel the holy spirit presence tonight.Tonight one of the pastor call all the leaders to come to the front and want to pray for us.When I hear this calling,I trying to stop myself to go infront. I don't deserve to be a leader,caused I always told my members that we must have enough love and always speak truth to all your friends and I am not doing that.I looked back to the past,I actually never been saying a single true word in one of my friends life. I always thought silent can help to change a person,but I am totally wrong.And because of that I lost a best brother in my life......

BLUR..

Was very blur for this few days...hmm nope is this whole month.I need a breakthrough,something different...Wake up TimCi!!!

Strong!!!

You are running really fast to catch up the pace..
And now you realize that u are running blindly..
No matter how fast,how long you go,u still on the same place where you start..
because u never check the track at the beginning..
no people will wait you..
and you need to complete it yourself..
its going another track in few month..
no one will care unless you got the value..
But except...
Miss you...

Fga Cyc,hopes and dreams of thousands

This is the pic taken on last year christmas...After the last week breaking news,alot parents do not let their children come to church,and there are some people starting to give up this dream...When my first hear the news,definitely i was afraid,but in my heart whisper ''god you are coming''.Today I was very upset caused i see my best friends,members,and friends starting to disappeared.The fire inside them no longer burning and the dreams of thousands peoples start to vanish.Sometimes I wonder is it my fault caused i never give enough cares or love???However I believe this is a good sign,caused revival is really here.There is a friend told me this last time,when revival come,apart of people will leave and part of people will stay.Is this a price that need to pay for revival??NO!!!it is actually human self-thinking...It is the devils that want to steal you away from this home...Be strong brother and sister!!

Thousand wishes...

2010!!!!!I CAN DO IT!!

This a new year,new life and new wishes....
Want to be extraordinary person.
Want to see my whole family accept christ.
Want to be more strong in spiritual life.
Want to see and train more boys to raise up to be leaders.
Want to be a leader of few groups.
Want to PASS ACCA level 2 and proceed to level 3.
Want to find a job that is flexible and able to support family financial.
Want to see 500 peoples to commit and loves god in this form 1-2 ministry this year.
Want to change my car.
Want to bring 100 friends to church,accept christ and commit.
12 months to go...Can i do it??believe it or not...by faith...

Angry??or Emphaty?

Tonight I was supposed to angry.You always act like a Boss at home and never respect people.But when I see your handphone, I feel really sad because i could feel the loneliness inside you.Maybe is my fault caused i never keep you in my prayer before.You are a lost sheep that leave his shepperd. God I know you are waiting for him like the father in the prodigal son story.God I know I don't deserve to ask anything from you,but lord please bring him back like you bring me back 2 years ago.Change his life and open his eyes so that he could encounter you...pls lord!!bring my brother come back from the gates of flame..plss.............

Rainy day@@

I was walking alone on the street.
The whether is getting worse.
The dark cloud start to cover the sun and the sky are getting gray.
Slowly water start to drop from sky and it touch my nose.
From drizzling to heavy rain.
I run as fast as i could to find a shelter,
but before i could reach the shelter my whole body is wet.
Standing alone at the shelter hoping there is a umbrella beside me.
Very unlucky that,the rain is getting heavy and thunders start to strike.
I was alone and i am very cold.
I am tired and i wan to rest,
but i cant,caused i need to be strong.
I tell myself that even how heavy this rain is,
it cant stop the fire inside me.
I deeply believe that after the rain,
there will be a colourful rainbows and beautiful sunshine awaits me.
Be strong!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!

I feel so stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are the light of my path...

Everyday I woke up in the morning,I see death news in the newspaper.

Life is fragile and you will never know when is your last breath.

Even though how rich you are,how many insurance you buy or how careful you are,yet you still cant guarantee your life is safe forever.

This life is not control by us, and we have no choice because everyone of us will meet death one day.

If I have only left one hour to live now,I have nothing to sad or regret because I know that I am going to a place that is full of happiness and living eternal life with God.

If God give me another chance to live again,I definitely will choose Fong Tim Ci again.

Although he may have a lot of weaknesses,limitations, or problems but I still proud to be him.

If now is my last breath,the hardest things for me to put down is my family,my friends,and my memories.

I have the best parents and siblings on the earth.Even though they are not rich but when i am lost they pull me back to the track,and never leave me on dark alone..

I also have the best friends on earth,God give me friends that not only motivate me but sometimes also do help me in my problems.Even though there is sometimes there is things they cant help but they are willing to hear my problems..

There are many sweet and sour memories this 20 years.Life is just like a stairways,there will be obstacles during your way.When you face problems in life you cant stop moving or move backwards,instead you need to be strong and step forwards for a breakthrough.

Sometimes I may make wrong or bad decisions,but when I know God is with me there is nothing I cant lost.Maybe you may think of using your own strength to solve all the problems,but until one point we will give up.

I may not be smart,handsome,good attitude or perfect but still thanks God for being the light to my path and never give up shining my life...

BE STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE??

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)

Artist: Jaeson Ma

Song: Love

FGA CYC-5 years anniversary

24-10-2009

Dear God,

I was once lost in the wilderness but then you found me and brought me back.I know that I don't deserve anything from you but thank you for not giving up on me and put me in CYC,this warmth home.Its my greatest pleasure to walk with you in this home for 3 years.Many things has happened past few year,from impossible became possible,from faithless to faithful,from hopeless to hopeful and nobody to somebody.

I know i have have a lot of limitation but i am willing to give out for you even though there is only last 2 coins in my pocket,for what i have is belong to you lord.I still don't satisfied for the memories in this home. I want to experienced you more in this home.God I see this home in 5 years later will be a huge tree that bring faith,hope and love to all the peoples.Not because how great we are,but is because of your presence with us every Saturday evening.

God i love you,i love this home and i love all of you,brother and sister.Brother and Sister, because of your small pieces in the picture,CYC become a warmth house.And I am glad to be a small piece of the picture in this home. :-)These are few video that are memories in my heart,but i believe there are more to come in future!!!GOGOGO Fga CYC!!!

Sept event...

Fighting against time..

WOw..so fast 9 month already!!!Few more month i will be 21..another year past..aikxxx,feel so old but look still young..hehex..Alot things happened especially this few month...I think i am alot diffrent compare to last time..Last time I dont speak well,but now....i still dont speak well,hahax,but what growth inside me is the faith from god to speak...NOT enough!!!I need more faith!!!Dont be proud!!Humble is what i need...Put down yourself is not easy...especially your ego and ur attitude...Love your enemy as yourself?Hmm,say out is easy but doing it is very hard...Willingness to give?Do i have??What i have not much..but I must give more than those who have...Leadership skills??interpersonal skills??Wisdom??..etc...so much more to learn and improve and time move until very fast...aikxx i m still so weak in everything,BUT I believe I am strong person because god is with me all the way!!!