Fighting against time..

WOw..so fast 9 month already!!!Few more month i will be 21..another year past..aikxxx,feel so old but look still young..hehex..Alot things happened especially this few month...I think i am alot diffrent compare to last time..Last time I dont speak well,but now....i still dont speak well,hahax,but what growth inside me is the faith from god to speak...NOT enough!!!I need more faith!!!Dont be proud!!Humble is what i need...Put down yourself is not easy...especially your ego and ur attitude...Love your enemy as yourself?Hmm,say out is easy but doing it is very hard...Willingness to give?Do i have??What i have not much..but I must give more than those who have...Leadership skills??interpersonal skills??Wisdom??..etc...so much more to learn and improve and time move until very fast...aikxx i m still so weak in everything,BUT I believe I am strong person because god is with me all the way!!!