Very Hot!!

Gosh is super duper hot these few days!!Feel like going to sick!!!I need rain down...aikxx

7 years for you...

I made a promised,that this 7 year I will shine for you

Its not easy to walk through this coming 7 years..but with you,there is nothing I am worry.

I believe you will give me strength when I am weak.

This will be a narrow road but your light will shine my way.

Its going to feel lonely but with your presence I am no more lonely

I believe you will lead my way

All I need is be tough and walk by your faith!!

Love you!!

A giving birthday...

YEsSsss!!finnaly 21 years old!!!My dream come true as what i always wished when small..But when the last minute before my 21 I really hope i was only 15!!!I Wished I could go back to secondarry school life...Really miss my teenager life..However,I know I should be reality,time will never reverse and the thing I only can do is continue this stairway of life...No matter how hard and how long it takes I promise I will never give up!!!BE tough!!!

This is my first birthday that I really learned "GIVE"...IN the past I always thought receiving is better then giving,but when this few days giving out I start to realize that giving is a blessing,compare to the past i always use to ask!!Anyway Thx GOD giving me a blessed birthday:)

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~

Chinese new year finally here as what I wish last weeks,but I don't have any chinese new year feeling this year.I am not lost or but I feel so empty inside my heart right now,and this emptiness is very different from the past.I don't know how to describe this feeling,its just like there is a gold on your hand,but u can't hold it and put it in your pocket.Hmmm,I should not give up!!!Be tough!!

And one more sad thing,is that this Chinese new year there are few of my buddies since secondary going to leave Malaysia for further studies.I going to miss them so much!!

Melvin Chang:
The one in green shirt guy was one bestie in secondary since form 1.I still remember every Friday we go to pasar malam and after that we always sit at the park looking at the sky.He is the person that could understand what I am thinking even I never speak anything.Deepest memory is that when he and bunch of friends organize a surprise birthday party for me during form 4 and throw a cake on my face.I really owe him a lot cause he always treat me without asking back...This brother teach me humble,loyal and happiness....THANKS BROTHER..





Sherman Tan:
Know this guy since form 2,and we shared secrets together.I still remember we always competing in our studies last time and He is getting more smart and I am getting more dumb.Most deepest memories is during form 2.He is been all the while with me when I am down.We shout at tangki,we go CC,we play football.One thing I really impressed by him is that the faith inside him,When he failed something,he will never let himself failed the second time...He is a never give up and tough person even every time he went home with no one encouragement or praises..BE MORE STRONG BROTHER...



John:
The Gay in the middle...Know this gay since form 2 and been sitting together with him for 3 years in secondary school..should say "sleeping" in the class..hahax...He is actually a smart person but very unlucky that he is is lazy.Together we copy ling yok homework,teaching me lazy as well..Maybe I think its good that he went overseas..hahax...hmmm deepest memory is that he lose a bet to me and treat me 7 weeks chicken rice..lolz..But this few years I learned how to be a a good listener from him.He is a great great friend you will never doubt when you shared your secrets.He is a talented person,teach me guitars,piano,english and a lot things..BROTHER ONE THING IS THAT YOU MUST NOT BE LAZY!!GAMBATE!!

Something intresting I found today...

We always complain about the cross we bear but don't realize
it is preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we can't.

Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine, after the rain.....

Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;
But God's always ready, to answer your call....

He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
a word from His lips, can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, dawn's early light...

The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
to give you His grace, and send you His love...

God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage.

Dreams...

One day I will make my name here!!!by faith...

True words??

Just come back from the whole church combine prayer meeting...It was a great night and I could really feel the holy spirit presence tonight.Tonight one of the pastor call all the leaders to come to the front and want to pray for us.When I hear this calling,I trying to stop myself to go infront. I don't deserve to be a leader,caused I always told my members that we must have enough love and always speak truth to all your friends and I am not doing that.I looked back to the past,I actually never been saying a single true word in one of my friends life. I always thought silent can help to change a person,but I am totally wrong.And because of that I lost a best brother in my life......

BLUR..

Was very blur for this few days...hmm nope is this whole month.I need a breakthrough,something different...Wake up TimCi!!!

Strong!!!

You are running really fast to catch up the pace..
And now you realize that u are running blindly..
No matter how fast,how long you go,u still on the same place where you start..
because u never check the track at the beginning..
no people will wait you..
and you need to complete it yourself..
its going another track in few month..
no one will care unless you got the value..
But except...
Miss you...

Fga Cyc,hopes and dreams of thousands

This is the pic taken on last year christmas...After the last week breaking news,alot parents do not let their children come to church,and there are some people starting to give up this dream...When my first hear the news,definitely i was afraid,but in my heart whisper ''god you are coming''.Today I was very upset caused i see my best friends,members,and friends starting to disappeared.The fire inside them no longer burning and the dreams of thousands peoples start to vanish.Sometimes I wonder is it my fault caused i never give enough cares or love???However I believe this is a good sign,caused revival is really here.There is a friend told me this last time,when revival come,apart of people will leave and part of people will stay.Is this a price that need to pay for revival??NO!!!it is actually human self-thinking...It is the devils that want to steal you away from this home...Be strong brother and sister!!

Thousand wishes...

2010!!!!!I CAN DO IT!!

This a new year,new life and new wishes....
Want to be extraordinary person.
Want to see my whole family accept christ.
Want to be more strong in spiritual life.
Want to see and train more boys to raise up to be leaders.
Want to be a leader of few groups.
Want to PASS ACCA level 2 and proceed to level 3.
Want to find a job that is flexible and able to support family financial.
Want to see 500 peoples to commit and loves god in this form 1-2 ministry this year.
Want to change my car.
Want to bring 100 friends to church,accept christ and commit.
12 months to go...Can i do it??believe it or not...by faith...

Angry??or Emphaty?

Tonight I was supposed to angry.You always act like a Boss at home and never respect people.But when I see your handphone, I feel really sad because i could feel the loneliness inside you.Maybe is my fault caused i never keep you in my prayer before.You are a lost sheep that leave his shepperd. God I know you are waiting for him like the father in the prodigal son story.God I know I don't deserve to ask anything from you,but lord please bring him back like you bring me back 2 years ago.Change his life and open his eyes so that he could encounter you...pls lord!!bring my brother come back from the gates of flame..plss.............

Rainy day@@

I was walking alone on the street.
The whether is getting worse.
The dark cloud start to cover the sun and the sky are getting gray.
Slowly water start to drop from sky and it touch my nose.
From drizzling to heavy rain.
I run as fast as i could to find a shelter,
but before i could reach the shelter my whole body is wet.
Standing alone at the shelter hoping there is a umbrella beside me.
Very unlucky that,the rain is getting heavy and thunders start to strike.
I was alone and i am very cold.
I am tired and i wan to rest,
but i cant,caused i need to be strong.
I tell myself that even how heavy this rain is,
it cant stop the fire inside me.
I deeply believe that after the rain,
there will be a colourful rainbows and beautiful sunshine awaits me.
Be strong!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!

I feel so stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!