3 Years pass~! NOW 2014

Amazing that I accidently come across my old blog~! SO MANY THINGS has change, and I am so thankful to see my life getting so much blessed!! I read back to the past post and i thought of so many memories!! By the way let me introduce to You my new and last GF and her name is LOI YING YING~!! I am so happy to be with her :) WAKAKKAA.. so much thing to update here. Stay tuned :)

Learning to love..love is give

Learning to love is not easy.Just learn how to buy gift,and we need to know knowledge and needs about this person.Thank god there is a chance to know sonething more today.Love is give and not take.It required to sacrifice your time,money and creativity.Hope that the person like it..

The four candles

The Four Candles burned slowly.
Their ambiance was so soft you could hear them speak...

The first candle said, "I Am Peace, but these days, nobody wants to keep me lit."
Then Peace's flame slowly diminished and went out completely.

The second candle said, "I Am Faith, but these days, I am no longer indispensable."
Then Faith's flame slowly diminished and went out completely.

Sadly the third candle spoke, "I Am Love and I haven't the strength to stay lit any longer."
"People put me aside and don't understand my importance.

They even forget to love those who are nearest to them."
And waiting no longer, Love went out completely.

Suddenly...

A child entered the room and saw the three candles no longer burning.

The child began to cry,

"Why are you not burning?  You are supposed to stay lit until the end."

Then the Fourth Candle spoke gently to the little boy,

"Don't be afraid, for I Am Hope, and while I still burn,

we can re-light the other candles."

With shining eyes, the child took the Candle of Hope

and lit the other three candles.

Never let the Flame of Hope go out.

With Hope in your life, no matter how bad things may be,

Peace, Faith and Love may shine brightly once again.

When God Break Your Hearts....Hand over the pieces to him...

When God breaks your heart it’s not because of something you did wrong,
it’s because in the process of healing you,
he found some cracks from the world that could not be repaired,
unless he broke you down and started all over again.

When God breaks your heart it’s not because he wants to see you hurt,
it’s because he sees the chips and the scratches that are hurting you,
and he was tired of seeing you hurt like this,
so he decided to break you down and start all over again.

When you accidently hurt your best friend by saying the wrong thing,
you know God has forgiven you but you still can’t seem to forgive yourself,
and you know you don’t deserve forgiveness from the one you hurt,
God will break you down and start all over again.

God loves you so much he will break you just to heal you,
he will take you to rock bottom to restore you again,
he will show you the kindess you’ve never known before,
he will break your heart to show you the love you’ve always longed for.

You won’t understand his ways,
You won’t understand how breaking down means being restored again,
You won’t understand why you have the family you have,
all you know is there is a God and you’re supposed to trust him.

You won’t understand how he will use the pain in relationships,
to make them stronger than they were before,
You won’t understand why he seperates the closest of friends,
just to show you how much you truly love them.

You won’t understand how surrender means freedom,
You won’t understand how you can be broken,
yet experience joy and peace you just can’t explain,
you won’t understand why God will send you through certain trials.

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, and my ways are not your ways declares the Lord.

Just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways, and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.

He is the Lord almighty, we won’t understand his ways but we are to trust him,
he may break us down but that doesn’t mean his love has ended,
that doesn’t mean he has abandoned us,
it doesn’t mean he has forgotten us.

When God breaks you down it’s just to heal you,
and so he can hold you close in his arms and whisper,
‘I love you my child, please don’t run away again i missed you far too much’
‘You are my precious jewel I never wanted to hurt you but I did so you could understand…’

When God breaks your heart it’s not because of something you did wrong,
it’s because in the process of healing you,
he found some cracks from the world that could not be repaired,
unless he broke you down and started all over again.

When God breaks your heart,hand over every single piece to him...

More than a friend...

Life is like a game of futsal...It needs teamwork,stamina and strategies to win a game.Not until the last minute of the weasel sound, you wont know whether lose or win.Tonight is my last match with my best brother.Is actually my first game over the few year have a chance to play in line with him.I still remember last 3 year cyc futsal competition I was sitting at the bench shouting for victory.I was a very low confident person,because i always believe among four of us i am the most weakest and i only deserve to be a reserve .Thanks for god grace that he choose a friend to put in my life accepting who am I and by my side encouraging me when i am dark.

This was the 2008 Futsal training....Although we lose in the competition but we win our friendship and we getiing more closer...

Just now when sitting at Scott Garden with my brother,i actually have so many words to talk.We know each other 4 years and always i don;t speak much whenever we yumcha.In fact in my heart i always wanna express a lot things out.Anyway god always speak to me through . Let the pictures do the talk for this few years...



















First time come to church



















First time Cg




































First time Camp



















First time Futsal



















Hahahaha...suddenly feel like so tired now....still got alot pictures,and i believe all this picture worth more than words to said.Others i will keep inside my heart:)


Thanks Bro
Jia you in your career!!
Keep Your passion for god!!!
Hold your dream tight!!!
Have a good health!!!
May god bless you!!!


Lastly but not least..........

I love my Family...

Tonight i have dinner with my family....
So long really never seat together with them and have conversation more than an hour...
It was a great night and unfortunately i dint take any photos but these pictures will always be in my heart forever.
Just now during my devotion time,God remind me a lot of sweet memories when I was small in the family.
I still remember when i was 8 years old that time i was so naughty and I love to steal money from my dad,brother,mom and sister pocket.
"sepandai pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh"
One night my brother caught me stealing my dad money,i thought that time i will be punish by them..and unexpected they just give me a warning...Since that dayy i promise myself never steal anything and i learn very precious things which is FORGIVE..You may know a lot of friends in this world but all of them is not as precious as your family.Yes sometimes me and my brothers may have some dispute but over a period of time there is no revenge or hatred.

There are a lot other sweet and sour memories,and thanks god remind me all of this tonight...Just now when i was chatting with my dad,i notice that my dad was getting older,vein and wrinkles are coming out,black hair become white hair, and her eyes was not as sharp like last time.My heart was really pain and i feel like i did not contribute much in this family.

I have a wish that i wanted to bring my dad and mom to go for overseas vacation..God please give me this capability:(...I really really appreciate every moment with them..I love my family.

Love and Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

Angel is beside you..

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a
wealthy family.

The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the
mansion's guest room.

Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement.

As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole
in the wall and repaired it.

When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied,

"Things aren't always what they seem"

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife.

After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels
sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest.

When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears.

Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in
the field.

The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could
you have let this happen?

The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused.

The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and
you let the cow die.

"Things aren't always what they seem," the older angel replied.

"When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall.

Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his
good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it."

"Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death
came for his wife I gave him the cow instead.

Things aren't always what they seem."

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out
the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that
every outcome is always to your advantage. You just might not know it until sometime later...

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present!

Never Give up!!!!

This below story touched me! I hope it touched you, too !!!

One day a young lady was driving along with her father.
They came upon a storm, and the young lady asked her father,

What should I do?"

He said "keep driving".

Cars began to pull over to the side, the storm was getting worse.
"What should I do." The young lady asked?

"Keep driving," her father replied.
On up a few feet,

she noticed that eighteen wheelers were also pulling over.

She told her dad,

"I must pull over, I can barely see ahead.

It is terrible, and everyone is pulling over!"

Her father told her, "Don't give up, just keep driving!"

Now the storm was terrible, but she never stopped driving,

and soon she could see a little more clearly.

After a couple of miles she was again on dry land,

and the sun came out.

Her father said, "Now you can pull over and get out."

She said "But why now?"

He said "When you get out,

look back at all the people that gave up and are still in the storm, because you never gave up your storm is now over.

This is a testimony for anyone who is going through "hard times".

Just because everyone else, even the strongest, gives up.

you don't have to...if you keep going, soon your storm will be over and the sun will shine
Upon your face again.

Another level...

Wuuuhuuuu!so excited right now....2 more days is going to be 2011!!!Anything that is not done in 2010 is going to finish next year...but really need a extraordinary effort to breakthrough it...God will never fail me!!i believe:)

WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN HEAVEN WHEN WE PRAY

The writer dreamt and wrote it down. This is nice and it is so true :


I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, ' This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received.

I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world.
Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section.

The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth.

Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was seated there, idly doing nothing. "This is the Acknowledgment Section, my angel friend quietly admitted to me. He seemed embarrassed. "How is it that there is no work going on here?” I asked.
"So sad," the angel sighed. "After people receive the blessings that they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments"
"How does one acknowledge God's blessings?" I asked?

"Simple," the angel answered. Just say, "Thank you, Lord."
"What blessings should they acknowledge?" I asked.
"If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish, you are among the top 8% of the world’s wealthy. "
"And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in the world who has that opportunity."
"If you woke up this morning with more health than illness... You are more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day."
"If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... You are ahead of 700 million people in the world..."
"If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest, torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three billion people in the world."
"If your parents are still alive and still married...you are very rare."
"If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're unique to all those in doubt and despair..."
Ok, what now? How can I start?

If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all.
Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you care to, pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are.

ATTN: Acknowledge Dept.
"Thank you Lord, for giving me the ability to share this message and for giving me so many wonderful people with whom to share it."
If you have read this far, and are thankful for all that you have been blessed with, how can you not share it???? I thank God for everything, especially all my family and friends.

Facebook is dominating the world??

Nowadays facebook is changing human life.We are so obsessed to it and becoming part of our routine,Wake up from the bed,FaceBook,Eat,Bath,Facebook,Eat,Bath Facebook and sleep.Is like becoming our lifestyle.Without awareness it is taking over all the other social website in the internet such as MSN,Myspace,frienster and etc..

When I look on the chart it really take my heart away,facebook is like a control seed over peoples.All my brother and sister,this facebook it is like more worse than drug addiction...Facebook is taking so much time on us especially on student studies time.I doesnt mean to urge you all to stop or anti against facebook,but what I really mean is that dont misuse the technologies.Facebook got good and bad things and if we using it without time limit , it will definitely control our life.I once sit infront of computer open facebook and without looking at the time it steal away 3hours of my life without knowing it.There are some of my friends are even worse that can sit infront of facebook whole day,and at the end of the day they complain that not enough time to studies,pray, or chating with families..Time is gold let us be smart and dont let facebook control us instead we control facebook.

MAN RISE UP!~

Today was echausted day...Went out studies with a friend whole days...There are one month left finishing 2010...As I review back my wish list I still see nothing achieve this 11 month.....But inside me was hoping God's miracle will happen....

Inside my wish list one of it was Man to rise up in God Kingdom...I cant doubt that Man in this team is spiritually growing and getting mature but in order to support 1000 ppls in future,this is still far to go...We really need more Man of God....This doesnt mean I am discriminating woman and deep inside me woman and man are both equally important.In fact god is rising more Woman of God nowadays.

Today during revision time,my friend brings out a topic.."Woman are more emotional compare to Man?"Is this mean that man dont have feelings at all??Actually Man nowaday including me biggest weakness are our eyes.We always keep finding things that are physically perfect.We seldom look into the inner of something instead we make decision based on raw.Very unlucky that all this things will not last till the end.We knew it but we still fighting it to gain more respect,fame,or even confidents.For me,I used to think that Man Is the leader of a House and should be highly respected.But what I learned today is that a true leader is to serve and to give.Is about willingness to sacrifice and putting your pride down to give the best to the house.There are alot Man of God in the church and these people have one similiarity.Man always pretend to forget this things and comfort walking on their own path.This similiarity is what makes us to put down everything and learn to love and becoming better man.This is also the important things of all which is:

Firstly Love god whole heartedly~
Second Love god with all your soul and mind~
Lastly Love god every of your breath~

Yeah seem like this is the answers to all diffrent questions but that is really basic and simple~
I want to rise up and see more man to rise up~!!!
God Pls teach me more how to become more Man OF GOD!!!

Very Hot!!

Gosh is super duper hot these few days!!Feel like going to sick!!!I need rain down...aikxx

7 years for you...

I made a promised,that this 7 year I will shine for you

Its not easy to walk through this coming 7 years..but with you,there is nothing I am worry.

I believe you will give me strength when I am weak.

This will be a narrow road but your light will shine my way.

Its going to feel lonely but with your presence I am no more lonely

I believe you will lead my way

All I need is be tough and walk by your faith!!

Love you!!