Every Steps

When God Break Your Hearts....Hand over the pieces to him...

2012-01-10T04:27:00.000-08:00

When God breaks your heart it’s not because of something you did wrong,
it’s because in the process of healing you,
he found some cracks from the world that could not be repaired,
unless he broke you down and started all over again.

When God breaks your heart it’s not because he wants to see you hurt,
it’s because he sees the chips and the scratches that are hurting you,
and he was tired of seeing you hurt like this,
so he decided to break you down and start all over again.

When you accidently hurt your best friend by saying the wrong thing,
you know God has forgiven you but you still can’t seem to forgive yourself,
and you know you don’t deserve forgiveness from the one you hurt,
God will break you down and start all over again.

God loves you so much he will break you just to heal you,
he will take you to rock bottom to restore you again,
he will show you the kindess you’ve never known before,
he will break your heart to show you the love you’ve always longed for.

You won’t understand his ways,
You won’t understand how breaking down means being restored again,
You won’t understand why you have the family you have,
all you know is there is a God and you’re supposed to trust him.

You won’t understand how he will use the pain in relationships,
to make them stronger than they were before,
You won’t understand why he seperates the closest of friends,
just to show you how much you truly love them.

You won’t understand how surrender means freedom,
You won’t understand how you can be broken,
yet experience joy and peace you just can’t explain,
you won’t understand why God will send you through certain trials.

For my thoughts are not your thoughts, and my ways are not your ways declares the Lord.

Just as the heavens are higher than the earth, so my ways are higher than your ways, and my thoughts higher than your thoughts.

He is the Lord almighty, we won’t understand his ways but we are to trust him,
he may break us down but that doesn’t mean his love has ended,
that doesn’t mean he has abandoned us,
it doesn’t mean he has forgotten us.

When God breaks you down it’s just to heal you,
and so he can hold you close in his arms and whisper,
‘I love you my child, please don’t run away again i missed you far too much’
‘You are my precious jewel I never wanted to hurt you but I did so you could understand…’

When God breaks your heart,hand over every single piece to him...

More than a friend...

2011-10-06T10:47:00.000-07:00

Life is like a game of futsal...It needs teamwork,stamina and strategies to win a game.Not until the last minute of the weasel sound, you wont know whether lose or win.Tonight is my last match with my best brother.Is actually my first game over the few year have a chance to play in line with him.I still remember last 3 year cyc futsal competition I was sitting at the bench shouting for victory.I was a very low confident person,because i always believe among four of us i am the most weakest and i only deserve to be a reserve .Thanks for god grace that he choose a friend to put in my life accepting who am I and by my side encouraging me when i am dark.

This was the 2008 Futsal training....Although we lose in the competition but we win our friendship and we getiing more closer...

Just now when sitting at Scott Garden with my brother,i actually have so many words to talk.We know each other 4 years and always i don;t speak much whenever we yumcha.In fact in my heart i always wanna express a lot things out.Anyway god always speak to me through . Let the pictures do the talk for this few years...

First time come to church

First time Cg

First time Camp

First time Futsal

Hahahaha...suddenly feel like so tired now....still got alot pictures,and i believe all this picture worth more than words to said.Others i will keep inside my heart:)

Thanks Bro
Jia you in your career!!
Keep Your passion for god!!!
Hold your dream tight!!!
Have a good health!!!
May god bless you!!!

Lastly but not least..........

I love my Family...

2011-07-19T08:49:00.000-07:00

Tonight i have dinner with my family....
So long really never seat together with them and have conversation more than an hour...
It was a great night and unfortunately i dint take any photos but these pictures will always be in my heart forever.
Just now during my devotion time,God remind me a lot of sweet memories when I was small in the family.
I still remember when i was 8 years old that time i was so naughty and I love to steal money from my dad,brother,mom and sister pocket.
"sepandai pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh"
One night my brother caught me stealing my dad money,i thought that time i will be punish by them..and unexpected they just give me a warning...Since that dayy i promise myself never steal anything and i learn very precious things which is FORGIVE..You may know a lot of friends in this world but all of them is not as precious as your family.Yes sometimes me and my brothers may have some dispute but over a period of time there is no revenge or hatred.

There are a lot other sweet and sour memories,and thanks god remind me all of this tonight...Just now when i was chatting with my dad,i notice that my dad was getting older,vein and wrinkles are coming out,black hair become white hair, and her eyes was not as sharp like last time.My heart was really pain and i feel like i did not contribute much in this family.

I have a wish that i wanted to bring my dad and mom to go for overseas vacation..God please give me this capability:(...I really really appreciate every moment with them..I love my family.

Love and Time

2011-07-18T19:13:00.000-07:00

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.

Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

Angel is beside you..

2011-05-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a
wealthy family.

The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the
mansion's guest room.

Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement.

As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole
in the wall and repaired it.

When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied,

"Things aren't always what they seem"

The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife.

After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels
sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest.

When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears.

Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lay dead in
the field.

The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel how could
you have let this happen?

The first man had everything, yet you helped him, she accused.

The second family had little but was willing to share everything, and
you let the cow die.

"Things aren't always what they seem," the older angel replied.

"When we stayed in the basement of the mansion, I noticed there was gold stored in that hole in the wall.

Since the owner was so obsessed with greed and unwilling to share his
good fortune, I sealed the wall so he wouldn't find it."

"Then last night as we slept in the farmers bed, the angel of death
came for his wife I gave him the cow instead.

Things aren't always what they seem."

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out
the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that
every outcome is always to your advantage. You just might not know it until sometime later...

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow a mystery.
Today is a gift.
That's why it's called the present!

Never Give up!!!!

2011-03-02T08:09:00.000-08:00

This below story touched me! I hope it touched you, too !!!

One day a young lady was driving along with her father.
They came upon a storm, and the young lady asked her father,

What should I do?"

He said "keep driving".

Cars began to pull over to the side, the storm was getting worse.
"What should I do." The young lady asked?

"Keep driving," her father replied.
On up a few feet,

she noticed that eighteen wheelers were also pulling over.

She told her dad,

"I must pull over, I can barely see ahead.

It is terrible, and everyone is pulling over!"

Her father told her, "Don't give up, just keep driving!"

Now the storm was terrible, but she never stopped driving,

and soon she could see a little more clearly.

After a couple of miles she was again on dry land,

and the sun came out.

Her father said, "Now you can pull over and get out."

She said "But why now?"

He said "When you get out,

look back at all the people that gave up and are still in the storm, because you never gave up your storm is now over.

This is a testimony for anyone who is going through "hard times".

Just because everyone else, even the strongest, gives up.

you don't have to...if you keep going, soon your storm will be over and the sun will shine
Upon your face again.

Another level...

2010-12-29T21:59:00.000-08:00

Wuuuhuuuu!so excited right now....2 more days is going to be 2011!!!Anything that is not done in 2010 is going to finish next year...but really need a extraordinary effort to breakthrough it...God will never fail me!!i believe:)

WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN HEAVEN WHEN WE PRAY

2010-11-26T20:26:00.000-08:00

The writer dreamt and wrote it down. This is nice and it is so true :

I dreamt that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, ' This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received.

I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world.
Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section.

The angel then said to me, "This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them." I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth.

Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was seated there, idly doing nothing. "This is the Acknowledgment Section, my angel friend quietly admitted to me. He seemed embarrassed. "How is it that there is no work going on here?” I asked.
"So sad," the angel sighed. "After people receive the blessings that they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments"
"How does one acknowledge God's blessings?" I asked?

"Simple," the angel answered. Just say, "Thank you, Lord."
"What blessings should they acknowledge?" I asked.
"If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish, you are among the top 8% of the world’s wealthy. "
"And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in the world who has that opportunity."
"If you woke up this morning with more health than illness... You are more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day."
"If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... You are ahead of 700 million people in the world..."
"If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest, torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three billion people in the world."
"If your parents are still alive and still married...you are very rare."
"If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're unique to all those in doubt and despair..."
Ok, what now? How can I start?

If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all.
Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you care to, pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are.

ATTN: Acknowledge Dept.
"Thank you Lord, for giving me the ability to share this message and for giving me so many wonderful people with whom to share it."
If you have read this far, and are thankful for all that you have been blessed with, how can you not share it???? I thank God for everything, especially all my family and friends.

Facebook is dominating the world??

2010-11-24T20:34:00.001-08:00

Nowadays facebook is changing human life.We are so obsessed to it and becoming part of our routine,Wake up from the bed,FaceBook,Eat,Bath,Facebook,Eat,Bath Facebook and sleep.Is like becoming our lifestyle.Without awareness it is taking over all the other social website in the internet such as MSN,Myspace,frienster and etc..

When I look on the chart it really take my heart away,facebook is like a control seed over peoples.All my brother and sister,this facebook it is like more worse than drug addiction...Facebook is taking so much time on us especially on student studies time.I doesnt mean to urge you all to stop or anti against facebook,but what I really mean is that dont misuse the technologies.Facebook got good and bad things and if we using it without time limit , it will definitely control our life.I once sit infront of computer open facebook and without looking at the time it steal away 3hours of my life without knowing it.There are some of my friends are even worse that can sit infront of facebook whole day,and at the end of the day they complain that not enough time to studies,pray, or chating with families..Time is gold let us be smart and dont let facebook control us instead we control facebook.

MAN RISE UP!~

2010-11-24T10:22:00.000-08:00

Today was echausted day...Went out studies with a friend whole days...There are one month left finishing 2010...As I review back my wish list I still see nothing achieve this 11 month.....But inside me was hoping God's miracle will happen....

Inside my wish list one of it was Man to rise up in God Kingdom...I cant doubt that Man in this team is spiritually growing and getting mature but in order to support 1000 ppls in future,this is still far to go...We really need more Man of God....This doesnt mean I am discriminating woman and deep inside me woman and man are both equally important.In fact god is rising more Woman of God nowadays.

Today during revision time,my friend brings out a topic.."Woman are more emotional compare to Man?"Is this mean that man dont have feelings at all??Actually Man nowaday including me biggest weakness are our eyes.We always keep finding things that are physically perfect.We seldom look into the inner of something instead we make decision based on raw.Very unlucky that all this things will not last till the end.We knew it but we still fighting it to gain more respect,fame,or even confidents.For me,I used to think that Man Is the leader of a House and should be highly respected.But what I learned today is that a true leader is to serve and to give.Is about willingness to sacrifice and putting your pride down to give the best to the house.There are alot Man of God in the church and these people have one similiarity.Man always pretend to forget this things and comfort walking on their own path.This similiarity is what makes us to put down everything and learn to love and becoming better man.This is also the important things of all which is:

Firstly Love god whole heartedly~
Second Love god with all your soul and mind~
Lastly Love god every of your breath~

Yeah seem like this is the answers to all diffrent questions but that is really basic and simple~
I want to rise up and see more man to rise up~!!!
God Pls teach me more how to become more Man OF GOD!!!

Very Hot!!

2010-04-05T22:56:00.001-07:00

Gosh is super duper hot these few days!!Feel like going to sick!!!I need rain down...aikxx

7 years for you...

2010-03-29T09:21:00.000-07:00

I made a promised,that this 7 year I will shine for you

Its not easy to walk through this coming 7 years..but with you,there is nothing I am worry.

I believe you will give me strength when I am weak.

This will be a narrow road but your light will shine my way.

Its going to feel lonely but with your presence I am no more lonely

I believe you will lead my way

All I need is be tough and walk by your faith!!

Love you!!

A giving birthday...

2010-03-22T22:36:00.000-07:00

YEsSsss!!finnaly 21 years old!!!My dream come true as what i always wished when small..But when the last minute before my 21 I really hope i was only 15!!!I Wished I could go back to secondarry school life...Really miss my teenager life..However,I know I should be reality,time will never reverse and the thing I only can do is continue this stairway of life...No matter how hard and how long it takes I promise I will never give up!!!BE tough!!!

This is my first birthday that I really learned "GIVE"...IN the past I always thought receiving is better then giving,but when this few days giving out I start to realize that giving is a blessing,compare to the past i always use to ask!!Anyway Thx GOD giving me a blessed birthday:)

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~~

2010-02-15T10:31:00.001-08:00

Chinese new year finally here as what I wish last weeks,but I don't have any chinese new year feeling this year.I am not lost or but I feel so empty inside my heart right now,and this emptiness is very different from the past.I don't know how to describe this feeling,its just like there is a gold on your hand,but u can't hold it and put it in your pocket.Hmmm,I should not give up!!!Be tough!!

And one more sad thing,is that this Chinese new year there are few of my buddies since secondary going to leave Malaysia for further studies.I going to miss them so much!!

Melvin Chang:
The one in green shirt guy was one bestie in secondary since form 1.I still remember every Friday we go to pasar malam and after that we always sit at the park looking at the sky.He is the person that could understand what I am thinking even I never speak anything.Deepest memory is that when he and bunch of friends organize a surprise birthday party for me during form 4 and throw a cake on my face.I really owe him a lot cause he always treat me without asking back...This brother teach me humble,loyal and happiness....THANKS BROTHER..

Sherman Tan:
Know this guy since form 2,and we shared secrets together.I still remember we always competing in our studies last time and He is getting more smart and I am getting more dumb.Most deepest memories is during form 2.He is been all the while with me when I am down.We shout at tangki,we go CC,we play football.One thing I really impressed by him is that the faith inside him,When he failed something,he will never let himself failed the second time...He is a never give up and tough person even every time he went home with no one encouragement or praises..BE MORE STRONG BROTHER...

John:
The Gay in the middle...Know this gay since form 2 and been sitting together with him for 3 years in secondary school..should say "sleeping" in the class..hahax...He is actually a smart person but very unlucky that he is is lazy.Together we copy ling yok homework,teaching me lazy as well..Maybe I think its good that he went overseas..hahax...hmmm deepest memory is that he lose a bet to me and treat me 7 weeks chicken rice..lolz..But this few years I learned how to be a a good listener from him.He is a great great friend you will never doubt when you shared your secrets.He is a talented person,teach me guitars,piano,english and a lot things..BROTHER ONE THING IS THAT YOU MUST NOT BE LAZY!!GAMBATE!!

Something intresting I found today...

2010-02-09T21:40:00.000-08:00

We always complain about the cross we bear but don't realize
it is preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we can't.

Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine, after the rain.....

Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;
But God's always ready, to answer your call....

He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
a word from His lips, can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, dawn's early light...

The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
to give you His grace, and send you His love...

God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage.

Dreams...

2010-01-27T21:26:00.000-08:00

One day I will make my name here!!!by faith...

True words??

2010-01-27T08:39:00.000-08:00

Just come back from the whole church combine prayer meeting...It was a great night and I could really feel the holy spirit presence tonight.Tonight one of the pastor call all the leaders to come to the front and want to pray for us.When I hear this calling,I trying to stop myself to go infront. I don't deserve to be a leader,caused I always told my members that we must have enough love and always speak truth to all your friends and I am not doing that.I looked back to the past,I actually never been saying a single true word in one of my friends life. I always thought silent can help to change a person,but I am totally wrong.And because of that I lost a best brother in my life......

BLUR..

2010-01-18T09:20:00.000-08:00

Was very blur for this few days...hmm nope is this whole month.I need a breakthrough,something different...Wake up TimCi!!!

Strong!!!

2010-01-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

You are running really fast to catch up the pace..
And now you realize that u are running blindly..
No matter how fast,how long you go,u still on the same place where you start..
because u never check the track at the beginning..
no people will wait you..
and you need to complete it yourself..
its going another track in few month..
no one will care unless you got the value..
But except...
Miss you...

Fga Cyc,hopes and dreams of thousands

2010-01-09T20:15:00.000-08:00

This is the pic taken on last year christmas...After the last week breaking news,alot parents do not let their children come to church,and there are some people starting to give up this dream...When my first hear the news,definitely i was afraid,but in my heart whisper ''god you are coming''.Today I was very upset caused i see my best friends,members,and friends starting to disappeared.The fire inside them no longer burning and the dreams of thousands peoples start to vanish.Sometimes I wonder is it my fault caused i never give enough cares or love???However I believe this is a good sign,caused revival is really here.There is a friend told me this last time,when revival come,apart of people will leave and part of people will stay.Is this a price that need to pay for revival??NO!!!it is actually human self-thinking...It is the devils that want to steal you away from this home...Be strong brother and sister!!

Thousand wishes...

2010-01-05T09:53:00.000-08:00

2010!!!!!I CAN DO IT!!

2010-01-03T10:06:00.000-08:00

This a new year,new life and new wishes....
Want to be extraordinary person.
Want to see my whole family accept christ.
Want to be more strong in spiritual life.
Want to see and train more boys to raise up to be leaders.
Want to be a leader of few groups.
Want to PASS ACCA level 2 and proceed to level 3.
Want to find a job that is flexible and able to support family financial.
Want to see 500 peoples to commit and loves god in this form 1-2 ministry this year.
Want to change my car.
Want to bring 100 friends to church,accept christ and commit.
12 months to go...Can i do it??believe it or not...by faith...

Angry??or Emphaty?

2009-12-08T09:56:00.000-08:00

Tonight I was supposed to angry.You always act like a Boss at home and never respect people.But when I see your handphone, I feel really sad because i could feel the loneliness inside you.Maybe is my fault caused i never keep you in my prayer before.You are a lost sheep that leave his shepperd. God I know you are waiting for him like the father in the prodigal son story.God I know I don't deserve to ask anything from you,but lord please bring him back like you bring me back 2 years ago.Change his life and open his eyes so that he could encounter you...pls lord!!bring my brother come back from the gates of flame..plss.............

Rainy day@@

2009-12-03T07:38:00.000-08:00

I was walking alone on the street.
The whether is getting worse.
The dark cloud start to cover the sun and the sky are getting gray.
Slowly water start to drop from sky and it touch my nose.
From drizzling to heavy rain.
I run as fast as i could to find a shelter,
but before i could reach the shelter my whole body is wet.
Standing alone at the shelter hoping there is a umbrella beside me.
Very unlucky that,the rain is getting heavy and thunders start to strike.
I was alone and i am very cold.
I am tired and i wan to rest,
but i cant,caused i need to be strong.
I tell myself that even how heavy this rain is,
it cant stop the fire inside me.
I deeply believe that after the rain,
there will be a colourful rainbows and beautiful sunshine awaits me.
Be strong!!!!!!!!!!!!

HELP!!

2009-12-02T09:28:00.000-08:00

I feel so stress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are the light of my path...

2009-11-10T10:28:00.000-08:00

Everyday I woke up in the morning,I see death news in the newspaper.

Life is fragile and you will never know when is your last breath.

Even though how rich you are,how many insurance you buy or how careful you are,yet you still cant guarantee your life is safe forever.

This life is not control by us, and we have no choice because everyone of us will meet death one day.

If I have only left one hour to live now,I have nothing to sad or regret because I know that I am going to a place that is full of happiness and living eternal life with God.

If God give me another chance to live again,I definitely will choose Fong Tim Ci again.

Although he may have a lot of weaknesses,limitations, or problems but I still proud to be him.

If now is my last breath,the hardest things for me to put down is my family,my friends,and my memories.

I have the best parents and siblings on the earth.Even though they are not rich but when i am lost they pull me back to the track,and never leave me on dark alone..

I also have the best friends on earth,God give me friends that not only motivate me but sometimes also do help me in my problems.Even though there is sometimes there is things they cant help but they are willing to hear my problems..

There are many sweet and sour memories this 20 years.Life is just like a stairways,there will be obstacles during your way.When you face problems in life you cant stop moving or move backwards,instead you need to be strong and step forwards for a breakthrough.

Sometimes I may make wrong or bad decisions,but when I know God is with me there is nothing I cant lost.Maybe you may think of using your own strength to solve all the problems,but until one point we will give up.

I may not be smart,handsome,good attitude or perfect but still thanks God for being the light to my path and never give up shining my life...

2009-11-03T00:14:00.000-08:00

BE STRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE??

2009-10-30T00:48:00.000-07:00

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'm a tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that
Love is true
Think.

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
Love is the only thing that will last when you die
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that
The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
That is love
God is true love, and if you don't know this love
Now is the time to know, perfect love

Chorus
I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love
(repeat)

Artist: Jaeson Ma

Song: Love

FGA CYC-5 years anniversary

2009-10-27T03:18:00.000-07:00

24-10-2009

Dear God,

I was once lost in the wilderness but then you found me and brought me back.I know that I don't deserve anything from you but thank you for not giving up on me and put me in CYC,this warmth home.Its my greatest pleasure to walk with you in this home for 3 years.Many things has happened past few year,from impossible became possible,from faithless to faithful,from hopeless to hopeful and nobody to somebody.

I know i have have a lot of limitation but i am willing to give out for you even though there is only last 2 coins in my pocket,for what i have is belong to you lord.I still don't satisfied for the memories in this home. I want to experienced you more in this home.God I see this home in 5 years later will be a huge tree that bring faith,hope and love to all the peoples.Not because how great we are,but is because of your presence with us every Saturday evening.

God i love you,i love this home and i love all of you,brother and sister.Brother and Sister, because of your small pieces in the picture,CYC become a warmth house.And I am glad to be a small piece of the picture in this home. :-)These are few video that are memories in my heart,but i believe there are more to come in future!!!GOGOGO Fga CYC!!!

Sept event...

2009-09-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

Fighting against time..

2009-09-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

WOw..so fast 9 month already!!!Few more month i will be 21..another year past..aikxxx,feel so old but look still young..hehex..Alot things happened especially this few month...I think i am alot diffrent compare to last time..Last time I dont speak well,but now....i still dont speak well,hahax,but what growth inside me is the faith from god to speak...NOT enough!!!I need more faith!!!Dont be proud!!Humble is what i need...Put down yourself is not easy...especially your ego and ur attitude...Love your enemy as yourself?Hmm,say out is easy but doing it is very hard...Willingness to give?Do i have??What i have not much..but I must give more than those who have...Leadership skills??interpersonal skills??Wisdom??..etc...so much more to learn and improve and time move until very fast...aikxx i m still so weak in everything,BUT I believe I am strong person because god is with me all the way!!!

YEss!!

2009-08-10T21:39:00.000-07:00

Gods revival is in Malaysia Now!!!!yeahH!!!

KoKo days and ROck climbinG at 1U...

2009-07-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

WHat pose is that!!hahax..

My secondary school!!"bangga"

Walau expensive!!

before end..

Camp 5 at one u

Monkey yok climbing!!! aikxxx so easy reach top..

Great day!!hehex..love u guys!!

Something meaningful!!!

2009-07-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

Came across this meaningful comic today in the internet....

We may pray and pray for a good and happy life, but no matter what and how much we pray, there will always be something 'unpleasant' that happens to us anyways.But let's not overlook that these 'unpleasant' things may have just been a small fragment of what God was really protecting us from.Praises to Him. =)

Its life~~

2009-07-22T22:52:00.000-07:00

Sitting in the computer lab alone...YEsss is alone again...Actually nothing big deal whether is alone or not....I m alone doesnt mean i m anti social or no friends...sometimes i really do think friends cant help us everything...friends is just a life companion...the time spend together will be just memories or even forgot...Hmmm in fact last time i put friends as my first priority...Yess u can say that i m very easy influenced by friends...If influeced by good friends is okay...But,some people you should think twice before u trust them...I trusted alot of friends and some i even treated them as my best buddy...but when onething went wrong..they just forgot everything went through together and treat u like a stranger....Hahaha doesnt mean i condemn all my friends now...there some are like brother to me...we shared the sweet,sour and bitter taste together..However do remember that there is a limitation even they are close friends to u...I use to live life for friends but now i understood this is not the main objective...there is a Greater person u can rely and much more better then your friends...Friends can betrayed you, hurt you, or even acting infront of you..but HE will not...Although we can see him but his presence is truly around us..Live in his light and i believe he will choose the right path for us...hehex...Looking forward NEW CG.......Cyc 20j!!!hehex..Gambateh everyone!!

thank you Jesus!!xp..

I M back!!!

2009-07-13T22:59:00.000-07:00

HEYYYYY!!!like ages never touch this blog...hmmm alot thing already past...Exams,AFJ,Holidays,transformer, and.............bla bla bla...as usual this few month my life is up and down....looking back my past few week,some problems is seem to be a problems no more BUT some problems is like a magnet keep sticking to me(Grrr)..Hmm maybe god create all of us with problems to test our faith..anyway there is a english quote said that yesterday is past,today is present and tommorow is a mystery..YEAHH!!!!life is a process of learning and i REALLY very EXITED right now to see tommorow mystery!!!It may not be good but i LOVE my life so much!!!Looking forward tomorrow!!!Gambateh everyone!!!

Exam..

2009-05-19T08:32:00.000-07:00

Exam in 2 more weeks!!Gambateh!!

Mothers day(9May)

2009-05-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

Today it was the happiest mother day I ever celebrate cause my father finnaly accepted christ during the service..I dunno whether he is willingly or not but all I know is i should be glad and grateful that God has make a huge step in my family towards christ,in fact deep inside my heart it was the opposite of the feeling...Cause i really worry that it might be the devil traps..I worry that this salvation door is just an illusion...I m really affraid that there are more devils attacks on me and my family...Can I resist all the temptations??Am I strong enough??Maybe i m not fit but I know at this time I MUST NOT get tired...I cant give up what God have gave me...my studies,family,friends, and everything in my life....I m just nothing but u never give up on me...thx...PRAY!!

Taken last year...

An old fren birthday-May 1st 2009...

2009-05-13T10:53:00.000-07:00

Knowing u since form 1,but comparing to last time u chg alot...although now not as close as last time but i really glad to have a fren like u!!!Thx for all the helping and cheering dude....HPY 20 birthay!!!May all ur wishes come true!!!

All the best Mel...

April the unforgetable month

2009-05-13T04:52:00.000-07:00

This month very "luin sui",Is not because of April fool or other events...It was biggest thing happen,whole heart zone reshufftle cell group...I had been chg to heart 8....and i know god's pressence was is in cyc as we are growing rapidly...I see everyone in heart 12 are growing as well...It was not easy to leave heart 12 but i know that god is calling me out from my comfortable place...In new Cg i know i have to change and not like last time..cause at this stage i know that satan will attack me more...I must be more mature and strong!!!!...pray!!

All the best heart 12!!!

MarcH 18 2009^^

2009-05-13T04:40:00.000-07:00

Change!!

2009-04-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

Don care!!
Start frOm now I want to change!!
Every Aspect!!
ChanGE!!!!!!
CHANGE!!!!!!!
No more LOW cOnfident!!!
No more Banana!!
No more aNti social!!!
No more faKe faces!!!
No more Negative thinkings!!!
No more heart broken!!!
No more tired!!!
No more slacking!!!
NO MORE OLD TIMCI!!!
WAkakakaka...amen..

Pastor Jay Koopman...

2009-03-25T11:17:00.000-07:00

"Live to glory god names not ours!!"

Tonight Pastor Jay Koopman an annointing speaker came to FGA CYC...He had delivered a great messages to us....He remind us to be more then a Christian....He also ask us to be like King David:
1.Must have heart of worship..
2.Be a brave warrior in christ...
3.Dare to go to war...
4Makes good decisions...
5.Be a good looking man...
6.Must always put god inside you..

Tonight he really encourage me alot...Looking foward for his next messageXP
http://www.jaykoopman.com/

Ya tOu at 8Tv...Xp

2009-03-24T03:28:00.000-07:00

Support them ya!!!

How to be attractive???

2009-03-15T10:50:00.000-07:00

Today i learn alot of things in today service with Pastor Zhang...One of them is HOW TO BE ATTRACTIVE???i always thought look is important here,but look does not last forever....there are 3 main points giving me a deep impression...

First,to be attractive...your attitude must be very good and your characters must be extraordinary....Extraordinary here simply mean be yourself back...dont try to act another persons...Do everything with a sincere and truth heart...

Secondly,we must have a lot of extra knowledge compare to others..this is because knowledge will last even when you get old compare to a person look....everyone will indirectly stick to you just because u know alot of things and you will be a walking encyclopedia to them...

Lastly,you must open your heart...Here actually means u must not be shy or keep your mouth shut just because you are not good in communication skills..The shy here means you dont really know how to express your feelings...

Sometimes I really wonder whether am i attractive enough and I know i totally getting out from this three points...I couldnt find back the feelings...I totally lost my confident towards myself....I really feel shit with this fake face inside me....is just not me....where is the cheering side of me gone!!??!!Pray...

Happy birthdaY aH BooooooOon!!

2009-03-06T12:25:00.000-08:00

Hpy 20th BddaY la BrO!!!MaY ur all Wishes Come trUE!!!

What makes a perfect boyfriends???

2009-02-09T10:21:00.000-08:00

Wohoho...valentine is coming soon!!!Almost every girl keep finding a perfect boy for his date on 14 Feb and is not easy...hahax..Recently I saw this information of the perfect boyfriend.. What make a prefect boyfriend for a gal? Here are some ways that a guy can make his gal feel special............(Red are some of my experienced and opinions of those action...lolz)

• leave her cute text notes.(Sure definitely this is a great idea...I does it before, i leave a sweet notes on her desk whenever i make her angry..xp)

• kiss her in front of your friends.(Hmmm for me,I dont think this is good...First of all,I do not dared...hahax...but if i do this,i think she aso dont like lor...what do you think girls??hahax)

• tell her she is gorgeous.(Yess!!!this is a must....cuase i think all humans like to hear praises,especially girls...hahahax..but u don say it until so fake la..)

• look into her eyes when you talk to her.(Of course!!!This is to show her that u are sincere whenever you talk to her and you are bluffing her...BETTER DONT!!)

• let her mess with your hair.(I really like to mess girls hair...but I dont like girl to mess my hair especially when I took few hours to style it...hehex)

• touch her hair.(Yes yEs yes!!hhahahx...but dont too over la..later she angryxP)

• just walk around with her.(This is a time that I find it past very very fast...yeah I love this time so much eventhough both of us do not speak a single words but in our hearts clearly know what is happening:)....)

• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES". (Ermmm,this depend what she has done lorr...Ofcourse I will forgive her..but dont do it too much la)

• look at her like she`s the only one you see.(Yeahhh whenever you with her..always and always look at her and only her even any pretty girls pass by...lolz)

• tickle her even when she says stop.(errrhh...dont too much...later she will scold u..)

• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.(Of course.....this show that u wont let her goXp)

• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.(Hmmm i never went to a girl house or ask a girl to come to my house sleep before...but even i have a chance I wont share the same bed with her...and i will let sleep the bed for her and i on the floor( control!!)....of course i will lower down the air cond if it is cold..so no need t-shirts..hehe...)

• get her mad and kiss her.( Sure I love to make a girl angry and swear at me...then i will try my best to make her happy back...hehe..is part of it....)

• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.(If she really get mad,then i wont mess with her...give her some time to chill 1st...if u still talking with her she wont listen to u..lolzz)

• let her fall asleep in your arms..(hmm I never try it before...i think it is good but make sure she will not leave her saliva on my shirt...haha jokingXp)

• tease her and let her tease you back.(Definitely great...i think this will enhance the relationship..hehex)

• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.(Hmm for me....I will see what kind of sick....if not to serious just let her rest bah....)

• watch her favorite movie with her.(Definitely lor even u have watched it!!!cause we are guys...aikxxx)

• kiss her forehead. (Sure...A simple kiss can express all your feelings:) to her...)

• give her the world.(SIAO ehh..ofcourse not the whole world....Must leave some spaces for guys aso mar...so dont always aspect guy must give girl everything he got...heheh...but of course must always be truth to her@@...)

• write her letters. (I got write once before...but she never wrote back to me....and she just talk to me face to face...so i think anything we just say out face to face bah...lolzz)

• let her wear your clothes. (I seldom bring any extra cloth to go out for a date....Unless go cinema..)

• when she`s sad, hang out with her.(I think this is important lor..even u cant do anything to cheer her but at least u are by her side and lend her ur arm so that she wont feel lonely...@.@)

• let her know she`s important.(How to let her know??hahax if say it out to her like very fake...For me i think no matter what happen also tell her...dont keep it as secret...Dont bluff her...)

• let her take all the photos she wants of you.(Ermmm,for me i would not only let her take my pic...but will include her insideXp...)

• kiss her in the pouring rain.(LOLx...this seem only happen in movie..hahahx..if real life of course i wont let her get wet lor...u want her get sick meh??hehehx)

• you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.(Of course!!!BUT Dont make any empty promises when u dont really sure...)

LOLx....thats it.....a perfect guy lists??hahax. Hope you get to know something here,and I am not expert in love,so pls dont ask for futher consultation...hehex..anyway wishing all my friends and all the couples a Happy Valentine daY in advance!!God bless...

Bye Chinese new year...

2009-02-09T10:02:00.000-08:00

15 days of chinese new year finnaly past...so fast!!!hmmm quite alot of angpow...and really enjoy to celebrate it with all my friends and my family...wish u all the best everyone!!!

GoodBye AhteNg....

2009-01-21T00:37:00.000-08:00

A Friend i will always remember...She flew to the UK to futher her studies..will miss u aloT!!!hehex..all the best!!!

Pics of end of 2008..

2009-01-21T00:09:00.000-08:00

Bad Mood....

2009-01-20T23:50:00.000-08:00

Bad mood..someone really spoil my mood...god teach us to forgive,forget and love your enemy...and it is not really easy...yesterday just find out that A friend of me is talking bad of me....friend?nahhhh not really friend....i really hate people backstab me,if they dont like me why cant they just talk to me face to face???Why cant they show their guts???Maybe i should not angry??Aikxxx whatever......god bless u....

2008 christmas eve...

2008-12-29T23:19:00.001-08:00

CrossOver2008

2008-12-15T10:59:00.000-08:00

chrisTmaS soon..

2008-12-15T10:37:00.000-08:00

Father BirthdaY^^

2008-11-20T09:45:00.000-08:00

LOve u father!!!

GoodBye-hearT 3...

2008-11-08T08:04:00.000-08:00

GAMBATEH HEART 3!!!

CHallenge caMP 2008

2008-10-31T10:56:00.000-07:00

HearT 3 growing!!!!

Zero...

2008-10-23T10:43:00.000-07:00

Again,again and again...

start from zero...

is not easy...

hard...

everything not the same...

One more try...

Don't care....

any blank promises...

or anyone giving a damn shit..............................

RandoM pics...

2008-10-19T03:25:00.000-07:00

5am...

2008-10-18T13:29:00.000-07:00

Looking at the window,
Cant barely close my eyes...
Wanted to sleep....
Physically very tired,but mentally awake...
A lot pictures keep switching in my mind..
A lot problems keep bothering me...
When you were the only one by my side...
Everything seems to be alright...
But not now anymore...
I'm feeling so in deep shit now...
I really wanted to ask you......
Will you forgive me again??
Will I hear your voice again??
Acting like you don't mean anything to me...
Fooling everyone...
is not easy...
I know this is not the time to feel depressed...
but I m just not worth anything from you...
My character...
I thought it would be different..
But still remain the same...
Getting even worse sometimes...
Afraid to look myself in the mirror...
I wont give up...
But really wanted to fall...
Is there anyone to hold me from behind??
never a lucky person...
Sorry seems to be hardest word...
If I could find you again one day...
From heart...
i want to tell you...

I miss you.

Is Sin or just Me??

2008-10-15T21:50:00.000-07:00

".............The law is good.The trouble is not the law.The trouble is with me!I am sold into slavery and sin is my owner.
I don't understand myself at all.I really wan to do what is right,but i cant.Instead I do what I don't want to do.I do what I don't want to do.I do the things i hate.I know what I am doing is wrong.I know that these laws I am breaking are right and good.But i can't help myself because I'm no longer doing it.Sins inside me is stronger than I am.It makes me do these evil things.
I know that my old sinful nature is rotten.No matter which way i turn i can't make myself do right.I want to but I can't.When I wan to do good,I don't.When I try not to do wrong,I do it anyway.I am doing what I don't want to do.So easy to see where the trouble is.Sin still has me in its evil grip.
When I want to do what is right,I always do what is wrong.This seems to be a fact of life.My new nature loves to do God's will.But my lower nature is at war with my mind.It always wins the fight .It make me a slave to the sin that still within me.In my mind I want to be God servant.But instead I am sin's slave............."
Romans 7

EleveN qUotes...

2008-10-13T06:34:00.000-07:00

1. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything but they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

2.The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

3. Failure doesnt mean to bring you down but make you more stronger.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

6. The worst way to miss someone you love is when they are sitting right beside you and yet you know that you can never have them

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

10.A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.

11. In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away

Hari raya at Bryan house^^

2008-10-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

Bdday at Ninja Jones...

2008-09-28T02:23:00.000-07:00

Hpy bdday jiaYI...

2008-09-26T10:36:00.000-07:00

Exhausted!!!T__T....Classes......assIgnment....ExaM.....SIck of life=.=

Sad Pang sheng Car spoiled half way to basketball=.=

2008-09-23T21:53:00.000-07:00

Can true love wait???

2008-09-23T10:03:00.000-07:00

I came across these quotes on a recent website:

“I’m saving myself for the one I love,” words used by a writer to capture the attitude of NBA basketball great A.C. Green, who committed himself to abstinence from premarital sex.

“Love can wait to give; it is lust that can’t wait to get.” —Josh McDowell

What do you think? Can true love wait? Is it selfish desire that cannot wait?

From old days until today,sex have been a hot topic...whether male or female,christian or non chirstian,teenagers or adults cant avoid this.Sex is no big deal for married couples but the Main problem today is sex before marriage among teenagers.Sex has indirectly become a normal stages for every couples.Who to blame???boys or girls??very hard to answer...One of the reasons of teens sex before marriage is because they are influence by the phonograhphy....For me last time,I would consider watching pornography as normal...I am totally addicted and keep asking these few questions,Whats wrong with phonography???The one sitting beside me in school is watching...The one standing infront me during assembly is watching also...Almost all guys is watching...It is normal....Why must i be excluded???Those are excuses that give myself to get addicted into phonography..... Some of you all might be laughing when you reading this but I believe it is also excuses for every single guy out there....PLESE STOP this stupid thinking,Phonography is THE FACTOR that will lead you to self-service,sexual imorrility,rape and etc....If u still think phonography is normal,simply imagine that if next time your own children got this phonography addiction,Would you still support him by watching together with whole family??Dr. Victor Cline says that sex and pornography can be a more difficult addiction to break than cocaine.

These are five stages of addiction found on net:

1)Early exposure. Most guys who get addicted to porn start early. They see the stuff when they are very young, and it gets its foot in the door.

2)Addiction. Later comes addiction. You keep coming back to porn. It becomes a regular part of your life. You're hooked. You can't quit.

3)Escalation. After a while, escalation begins. You start to look for more and more graphic porn. You start using porn that would have disgusted you when you started. Now it excites you.

4)Desensitization. Eventually, you start to become numb. Even the most graphic, degrading porn doesn't excite you anymore. You become desperate to feel the same thrill again but can't find it.

5)Acting out sexually. At this point, many men make a dangerous jump and start acting out sexually. They move from the paper and plastic images of porn to the real world.

What "acting out" phrase means here is that you are over control by the sexual immorality in your brain...By that time,you will consider it is normal and part of every boy-girl relationships...You think sex will bring a more steady relationship,in fact is WRONG...because the partner you choose might dissapointed you in future,that is why the rate of pregnancy,abortion,divorce is increasing...But there is one person will not dissapoint u which is god.Sex before marriage is wrong for so many reasons but the simplest and biggest reason is that God has said we should save it for the context of a lifelong commitment to our mate. (Hebrews 13:4 "Marriage should be honoured, and the marriage bed kept pure")..... SO Think Properly!!Control!!and save your first time for someone u really love...However when you really love someone doesnt mean u have to do it..Cause I believe true love will waits with the guidance of god.....Amen??

Bible Verse: Use your whole body as a tool to do what is right for the glory of God (Romans 6:13).

-Daniel Fong-

2008-09-22T10:26:00.000-07:00

"A relationship is about finding the other and serving them, not finding yourself by leaning into the other."

Becky Hill

Outing^^

2008-09-21T07:44:00.000-07:00

Picture Of The WEEK!!!!

2008-09-17T06:24:00.001-07:00

Introduce U..........FGA CYC!!!!!!hehex^^

Lunch at Nam Heong@@IcHiban^^

2008-09-17T05:45:00.000-07:00

Reunion dinner..

2008-09-14T08:36:00.000-07:00

Scripture of the week@@

2008-09-13T09:41:00.000-07:00

1 Peter 5:7

"Let God have all your worries and cares.He is always thinking about you and watching everything that concerns you."

Sakae SuShi buFFet aT SunwaY##YUmmYY yUmmY^^

2008-09-13T09:23:00.000-07:00

Super Nice Ikan Bakar at Petaling StreeT!!!yummMYY^^

2008-09-12T09:36:00.000-07:00

Simple steamboot at Sri Petaling after Cg^^

2008-09-05T09:51:00.000-07:00

HPy BddaY yeHsHeOng!!!

2008-09-04T09:26:00.000-07:00

Friday Heart 3 Cg...simPle home^.^

2008-09-03T09:19:00.000-07:00

PeaceHeaven@@

2008-08-25T21:02:00.000-07:00

2008-08-19T09:37:00.001-07:00

Come,Lord, and show me your mercy.
For I m helpless and deep in pain.
My problems go from bad to worse.
Oh,Pls save me from them all!!
See my sorrows.
Feel my pain.
Forgive my sins...

(Psalms 25:16-18)

2008-08-17T11:20:00.000-07:00

SMILE NO matter wat happen!!!

Exams & Dreams

2008-08-06T03:35:00.000-07:00

I've finally got Breaking Dawn. It should be something that I would be happy of, but, deadline of exam always do make me worry. And it seems like time passes so abruptly that I've done nothing else but procrastinate. I've been horribly failing to control my undoings. It's so terrible whenever I think of it. I havent been improving on workloads that I've promised inside my heart. and I know, I've been lethargic dreaming of something I shouldnt dream of. but I just cant stand it! When I aint doing anything, it just floats in my mind just like that. I'm a daydreamer as everyone know. Dreaming of everything nice. Sometimes, i dream of Jack & Rose, and now, normally Edward & Bella. Together forever, doing my favourite passtime with the one i dearly love. All of an ambivalent hopes. Well, that's only dream. As i said before, truelove merely exist in dreams, novels, movies everywhere, but not real life.

never exist.

I didnt know what my answer supposed to be.

Words of the week@@

2008-08-05T10:35:00.000-07:00

"Some people only pretend to be friends.But a true friend sticks closer than a brother"
Proverbs 18:24

Pic of the week&&

2008-08-05T10:28:00.001-07:00

Guess whose dog is this...pity dog affraid to walk after cover by the shirt...wakkakaXp

Olympic 2008@@

2008-08-05T09:59:00.001-07:00

Olympic coming lor!!!!!!!GOGOGO MALAYSIA!!!GOGOGO CHINA!!!Wakkakkaka^^

Mummy return!!

2008-08-05T09:34:00.000-07:00

She said that vampire is more nicer than mummy...but i think mummy is more nicer^^hahahax..mummy rox!!kekexxP

Stories of Hers.

2008-08-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

I dont know what i want now, what should i have now. Whether to give in or accept.

It's a pretty depressed day although it's actually non of my business - my BFF's family problems. Her parents have been argueing non stop recently. And she said they're going to divorce. It's only because a teeny tiny problem. Her dad was probably jealous that her mom is more socialise than he is, or he's lonely at home. And this made the whole family went crazy. Her mom had already being very tolerate with him, why cant her dad just try a give a little toleration? Are all guys different after getting the other half? Most of them in fact. I guess, vampire is the only one I want. Hahas. That made a small theory of mine. Vampire is true love. If vampire exists, true love exists. Here comes the question, to believe it or not. I dont, he's no where to be found for now. Maybe few years, decades or even centuries later, I would consider it. Every human has their own opinion of course, maybe it's because i went through some unhappy endings. I wonder if i would have my own family in future.

one of my BFF, hope she feels alright now.

Btw, there's something I am happy of still. I've finished Eclipse, but now, Im desperate to getting New Dawn. In few days, in few days that's what I said to comfort myself. It's soooooooo sweet and nice piece of work.

Somehow, I hope it exists too.

TAKE CARE DONKEY.

Vampire

2008-08-03T01:09:00.000-07:00

Ahhhhhh! I cant take myself out of this. Im so in love with a vampire!

I'm recently reading this Twilight series. It's about an eternity love between a vampire and a human. Guess what? The forth and also the last book is out in US. I'll get it ASAP i promised myself. *teeheeee.

'And so, the lion fell in love with lamb'

'Sleep my Bella, dream happy dreams. You're the only one who has ever touched my heart. Sleep, my only love.' -Edward Cullen

"Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."~Edward Cullen

How could a human resist this? He's not only adorable, but also cautious! His ability of reading others mind(except Bella's) protects her from any dangerous creatures. Humming some lullaby for her to calm down and sleep every night. How i wished he's real and mine. He's every girls' dream guy. Damnit, Edward! Why arent u real? Guess what? His perfection made me dream of him almost every night! AAhh! Is there any vampire out there? I wouldnt mind letting him bite me, and i would be a vampire girl! Er, i promised not to suck anyone's blood, so no worries. =)

alto so, there's still some parts that made me cried over and over again even if i read 20 times. When he left her for her safety - 'It'll be as if I'd never exist.' How stupid of him to think that leaving her would make her life better. sheeeesh!
Guys guys guys, leaving girls alone is the worst sin ever!

look at that, sweet isnt it? :):):)
Ahhhhh! I know. I am Insane! hahahas.

here is the preview of Twilight movie. It'll be in the cinema on 12Dec. Make sure u watch it! :D

Stupid mistakes!!!

2008-07-30T07:02:00.000-07:00

Very Very expensive lesson and I wont forget...Making the story short,today when i reversing my car,I only look at my side mirror and I din notice there is a tree on my blindspot and i accidently bang the tree...I actually should take a look at my back or my middle mirror but I din do that,T___T....I reverse quite fast and luckily the tree din fall,and if it fall on my car, maybe now I lying in hospital...lolz...3 hours lectures from parents,I think their confident towards me drop again...Very stupid right??go bang a tree@@Aikxxx..anyone know any cheap workshop???

Dedicated for you!!A good friend of mine^^

2008-07-27T11:12:00.000-07:00

Tonight very tired!!Just finish basketball with Zheng Wei they all...Want to read my bible...but very lazy and tired...Online for awhile to blog...Saw an old friend online....A fren of mine which i have lost contact for two years..and just added her in msn few weeks ago...Dunno why everytime i see her online wanna invite her to my church.She just accepted chirst and she is a very faithfull chirstian...But very unlucky that her parents dont really like her to go church...To me she is a very strong and cheerfull girl,and everytime u share ur secret with her u will feel very comfortable...She is a very good fren that everybody dream for...I believe one day she will stand in the house of god to worship,serve and praise lord without any constraints...And I believe She will be use by god greatly!!!My friend,keep ur fire burning for him and never let it stop...If got any problems just tell me ya!!!I will be there for you to comfort and walk with you ya!!This song i wanna dedicated to you..hope u touch by holyspirit everytime u hear it!!!May god be with u@@

Dwelling Place 奇妙居所 - Joshua Band

Verse of the week##

2008-07-25T11:15:00.000-07:00

"What is faith?
Is the confident that what we hope for is waiting for us.
We know it is there eventhough we cannot see it up ahead"

Hebrews 11:1

Pic of the week@@

2008-07-25T11:11:00.001-07:00

Can U see???hahahahax...guess whose leg is dis..ngek ngek@@

The 12th post@@

2008-07-21T06:48:00.001-07:00

NEW record!!hahax..my 1st 12 post in the month...sound like loser..DONT CARE!!!hahax...I LOVE YOu FONG TIM CI!!!!!I LOVE MYSELF wakkakakakaka..Be thankfull every moment you got and appreciate every peoples arond you!!!nightzXp

Once upon a time

Peer presure??Jus say NO!!!

2008-07-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

Peer pressure is when your fellow peers try to pressure you to do something, or influence how you act. Peer pressure isn’t always a bad thing, though. Sometimes, peer pressure can be good, like if a friend is pressuring you to do your homework on time when you would rather be out at the mall. However, a lot of the time, peer pressure isn’t good at all.

Your peers influence you in many ways, both good and bad. The bad kind of peer pressure would be if they are pressuring you to cut class, or “just try” a cigarette. A lot of the time when faced with these situations, it is very difficult to say no. It helps if you have some friends on your side who feel the same way. Once you aren’t by yourself, it is easier to stand up to those trying to pressure you to do something that you shouldn’t.

Have you ever heard the expression “Choose your friends wisely”? Well, if you haven’t, you should know that it completely applies to peer pressure. If you choose the wrong friends, you could end up being pressured to do something that you don’t want to do. Try to stay away from people who are likely to pressure you into things like this, and hang out with other friends who are above the influence.

Many adolescents give in to peer pressure because they want to be seen as cool, and they want to fit in. If everyone else is doing it, then why shouldn’t you do it too? At the time, it seems like the rational thing to do, but it will all catch up with you in the end. In contrast, some people give into peer pressure because they are afraid to say NO, and don’t want to end up being made fun of, or worse.

If you don’t have any peers to help you stand up against peer pressure, then go to your parents, or an adult you trust. You shouldn’t lower yourself to your peers’ level just because you want to be considered “cool.” If you know something is wrong, don’t be afraid to stand up to it, by any means necessary.Have faith in yourself.Remember YOU are the one who should influence your friends to become a better person!!!

ACCA

2008-07-20T03:37:00.000-07:00

ACCA a big entity...efficient??(NAHH!!!)GRRRRRRrrr...stupid!!give me card no password!!aikxxx..smart la...aikxx alot stupid mistakes:
1)Wrongly spell name..
2)wrongly address...
3)No passcode....
4)wrongl details...
AIKXXxxx sad...

Fong Kim C harh!!Very good!!lolz

Do You Love By Looks???

2008-07-18T11:10:00.000-07:00

Quick,think of one group at school that you would never be seen with-they are too weird,too wild,too boring,too goth,too stoned,too "something" for your taste.Yet they are excluded from you loving them as a friend?

Next question:To what extent does their appearance put you off??Really the hippy skirts that repel you?Or is it the "perfect" hair?The Saks label?Too many tats and piercings,or not enough?

Ah,when will we feel in our gut what our mind tells us is true,that we cant always trust our eyes to give us the whole story about someone?

Here,we can get something of an object lesson in the Bible in 1st Samuel 16:1-11
about how Samuel,a judge and prophet in ancient Isreal,went about choosing Isreal;s next king.God had choosed Sam with the mere clue that it would be one of the son of Jesse in the Jerusalem.Right off the bat he notices the oldest son,Eliab-tall and handsome."Hmmm,so this must be the next king,huh,God?Samuel mused silently.

And just as silently,God responded to Samuel,"Dont judge by his appearance or height...."The lord doesn't make decisions the way you do!!People judge by outward appearance,but the Lord looks at a person's thoughts and intentions.

My friends,God is very very real!!alot of my friends already experienced it before and even myself...Although some of you may never heard about his stories,but he have been standing at the door of your heart,knocking...and just wait for you to open the door.Remember!!he doensn't judge you by your appearance but your willingness in your heart...God loves you...

Red cliff..

2008-07-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

ONE WORD....NICE!!!!haha...u try to imagine a banana watching mandarin movie and never leave his place.....Very Very nice movie!!!wakkaka...

Clubbing...

2008-07-15T11:05:00.000-07:00

Clubing?This is a very hot topic for nowadays youngster...Every Youngster's dream place to go Whenever they turn 18...Even not 18 some of them illegaly enter...When they enter these places,they thaught they can release stress,have fun,Like very "Yeng",Like very mature enough to drink alcohol which some of them even underage..THese aRe Few questions idiots ussually ask...heY ClubbINg nex week?hEY go where cLubbINg??Rumms???MaisoN???Barcelonna??PoPPy???MaRdigrass??? or other place....hahaXX sound really stupid and idiot rite???actually I m also one of the idiot last time....Drink like no one care,dance like idiot,and do alot other foolish things der...Had wasted alot of money and also time...come back home around 5 in the morning....almost evryweek my life is lidat...once u go in u will go second time....I knew a girl...she is a very good daughter at home....She is even a good student at school last time...BUT she lIke to go clubing..at first she went in there just to "experience" only..and later she really addicted of clubbing...have lost contact for 1 year...recently i heard from her friends...she been.........aikxxx,i really feel bad for her...Why is this happening to a fren of mine..Luckily i cut this habit although i m not a girl...To all my friends out there...I really hope u all DONT ENTER this stupid place...Must love ur own body because it is god's santuarry....Say no to alcohol and club!!!
Jesus Love U All@@

Picture of the week

2008-07-15T10:46:00.001-07:00

I M sorry la Wei jie..Japanesss hairstyle..hahax..MY besTie!!ngek ngek@@

Verse of the week...

2008-07-15T10:36:00.000-07:00

PSALM 34:13
"Dont let your tongue say anything evil.Dont let your lips tell a lie."